Nearly two years ago I came to the realisation, that even though my life looked perfect on the outside, internally I was actually really unhappy.
I realised that I had so many unresolved issues, and over the years, I had buried them further and further down and spread over a thick veneer, hiding my negative, angry and self sabotaging thoughts from the world. I did it so well, like so many of us do.
My first son was born in 2015, and it really did change my life. But prior to that, I had been a total party girl for over 20 years. I had travelled extensively, and had always been on a spirtual journey. Even though I had given up taking drugs a few years before my pregnancy, until I became pregnant, my alcohol intake was still totally out of control. I had no idea when to stop. I would literally drink to oblivion most evenings, often having no idea where I had been or how I had got home.
This fuelled the most horrendous hangovers. I was so consumed by fear and anxiety that I could barely leave the house. I often needed a drink or two just to level me out and then the vicous cycle would start all over again. Was I an alcoholic? Maybe. But everyone else was doing it, so it must be ok, right?
So when I completley changed my lifestyle, and gave up the booze, I was literally left haunted by so many unresolved issues, unanswered questions and soooo many shameful situations, that were no longer dulled down by the alcohol. I had just blanked them out over the years. It was like a big, scarry pandora's box and I knew that to be happy I had to open it all up and it was not going to be pretty.
Luckily, at this point in my life I met up with life coach and intuitive healer Natalie Maddrell. She introduced me to various empowering tools, including EFT, Matrix Reimprinting and Law of Attraction.
With her invaluable help and guidance I began to really shift some of that negative energy and changed my mindset towards every aspect of my life. I began to examine my own thoughts and behaviour, I realised how much I doubted myself and put myself down, and how I was totally stuck in self sabotaging thought proceseses, desperatley needing to be right and in control.
A few months later, I was so blown away by the effects of peace and freedom that EFT and Matrix had given me that I began to study both and am now a certified practioner in both.
My mind feels so clear and the negative thoughts are gone and replaced with clarity, creativity, energy, joy and love.
I feel like it is my purpose to share it with you all.
• Certified AAMET level 1 and 2 EFT practoiner
• Certified Matrix Reimprinting Practioner
I was privileged to train with EFT master and founder of Matrix Reimprinting Karl Dawson.